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7.20.2009Y
11:40 PM

I was looking at the sky this afternoon. I never realise that the sky is so blue. I suddenly learnt to appreciate what's around me. The trees, the plants and everything.

It seems like, the feelings just naturally came to me. I didn’t really try to evoke this feelings but it just came. Its like when I saw the dead rose outside my block 2 days ago. I suddenly felt sorry for the flower and anger to whoever did that to the rose.

Maybe its some passages I read from a particular magazine? Some of which really touched me a lot. There was this story about this father who is actually not the biological father and he worked really hard to earn money to cure his “child’s” cripple. So one day, the father decided to hurt himself to get money to pay for the child’s medical bills. He let himself drop from a construction site and thus requested money for his injury which is the money he wanted to get to pay for the bills. However, the company rejected to give the money to the son but just to the father. Then the father told him the truth and the boss and staff were all very touched (and so im i) and they decided to help both the father and son.

The same story lingered in my mind so long so long…