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7.28.2009Y
5:09 PM

Wth. So much tests. Im totally stressed like nuts. And some more i screwed up my maths test wth. Damn. I really angry with myself. Currently suffering from quite a severe headache cause lack of sleep. Nvm, tomorrow's mass lecture i shall spend some time sleeping. My phone now got probs. Either the music key wont work or the red button wont work or the green button wont work... however can still use. =.= no time sent it for repair. I wanted to change back to my N81 for some time first but after changing back i see then sian diao. lol. Cause i kant even put in half my songs and no contacts in tht phone too. Sian.
Im like gona faint now... I think i mite have kena h1n1.. i see how if gt fever... pain pain pain... =) power of 3. lol.... Cheers.

7.23.2009Y
5:41 PM

There is this new idea here on erm. If i can breed a tiger that is vegetarian. Its like LOL! But its very interesting. Darwin mentioned evolution and nature's selection. This means that strong traits will be passed on and also those who can adapt can live. Moot gave us an example that these birds here on this island eat certain fish. So if the fish are all gone, they will adapt to eating worms and only those who can do it will survive and their beak will grow and change to suit pecking of worms. In this case, it is logical to say that if a tiger is not exposed to meat but only veges for a long time, it mite just turn herbivorous. =D maybe then i will win a Nobel prize or something. Haha

That was history lesson. Now history lesson is really fun. Really. After they decide that history can be removed from gpa, we all went crazy and history from boring period become really "fun". There is singing here and there, dancing chatting, doing chinese, maths and other hw. Everything. And of course, our dear moot desperately trying to teach. But i think i learn more this way actually... Cause last time i always like falling asleep. Now more alive. xD

Then today gt chem remedial. I went to have my remedial for mole concept. Lucky Mr chong wanted me cause he was pisst tht i keep saying i die le when he know i wont... i have been saying i die for chem for the whole year this year and in the end my gpa is still like 3.6 - 4.0 for chem... But mole i really cmi. Nid to chiong abit. Maths also.. aiyo. GG quad functions. Thks to Wee that i at least learnt something today. Vieta's theorem is easy and i understood how to do thks to Ruo yu. Thank you all of you ppl who helped me in my sch work cause i wasnt paying attention in class. Srsly. Thks! Cheers! happy mugging. =))

7.22.2009Y
3:05 PM

I nvr felt so tired b4. Really...

7.20.2009Y
11:40 PM

I was looking at the sky this afternoon. I never realise that the sky is so blue. I suddenly learnt to appreciate what's around me. The trees, the plants and everything.

It seems like, the feelings just naturally came to me. I didn’t really try to evoke this feelings but it just came. Its like when I saw the dead rose outside my block 2 days ago. I suddenly felt sorry for the flower and anger to whoever did that to the rose.

Maybe its some passages I read from a particular magazine? Some of which really touched me a lot. There was this story about this father who is actually not the biological father and he worked really hard to earn money to cure his “child’s” cripple. So one day, the father decided to hurt himself to get money to pay for the child’s medical bills. He let himself drop from a construction site and thus requested money for his injury which is the money he wanted to get to pay for the bills. However, the company rejected to give the money to the son but just to the father. Then the father told him the truth and the boss and staff were all very touched (and so im i) and they decided to help both the father and son.

The same story lingered in my mind so long so long…

7.16.2009Y
8:55 PM

I wonder y im blogging everyday. Maybe i got nothing to do? I hate my life. So freaking boring. Tmr will be founder's day celebration. Wth. 2hours sitting in AHH listening to ppl tok. Boring~~ =.=

How i envy those who kena cold and not h1n1 then still gt 7days mc... Ok lah, but elearning also very spam. Sian, a blog is like a dog. U nid to "feed" it everyday, if not it will die. Nothing to write today apart that albar is back... Jedism rocks. Yea. w/e.

Just realized im being super random up there. Jumping from one topic to another. No choice lah. I really dk wad to write then i think of wad i pen down lor. Anw, BigBang is like OMG OWN! <3

7.15.2009Y
2:58 PM

Apples oranges and pineapples. These are going to be my lunch in a week's time? Yea. I will bring an apple to sch everyday. (:

Today was the most slack sch day in the whole of this year. We r supposed to have only one lesson... Maths teacher away, hist combined class cancelled, Re cancelled, eng teacher sick. Then only left philo which is also damn slack cause we supposed to go com lab to do work but we being the quarantined ones, are not allowed to do so. Then we wasted 30min of philo talking crap and listening to music. But the sad thing is that physics teacher came in for eng lesson then teach until 12... if not we going home at 10.30. And first period is maths, if he come in we go home at 9.50. And if he dun come, then philo push forward then we go home at 8.50. Sianz. Today super slack. and i tot i lost my headphones cause i only found one set left then was like omg! Where did my other headphone go? then i search and finally found it. Someone left my second headphones in my pocket tht i put all the deos and stuff. Lol.

I bring 2 headphones cause 1 is bluetooth and if no batt then i use the wired one instead. Im a music freak so i cant really survive without music. SuJu foreva. Dbsk Rocks. And BigBang FTW. Cheers.

7.14.2009Y
3:08 PM

I really dk wad to write here. There is nothing about my life. So boring. So i will just be complaining why the school off the air con in our holding classroom. Sian. 7 ppl went lan on last fri and kena flu. Dk if h1n1 but the doctors also dun care liao. Just give u medicine and mc go home rest. =.=
Then our class has to be quarantined in a holding classroom on the 7th floor. Srsly can see nobody de... Somemore no aircon. Ytd was like hell... Its !@#$% hot inside the classroom. And the classroom seems to have an incubating effect on us and also really like a box.... Its like the outside is even cooler then the class itself.

7.12.2009Y
7:57 PM

Decided not to continue from previous post. Sometimes, things are always confusing. Like i mean, if you want it but u kant get it. U will desire to know what went wrong and how. I mean. Its like mm, where can i do better? And after that i concluded, these ques cannot be answered by mere thinking. It can only be attained via after trying and failing once and again. Every thing in life work based on this simple principle. No one is very perfect in anything and even when someone has the talents, a person who is more hardworking can still beat him to it. So, i will do my best and not give up. :)

Life goes on. And on. And yea. Im like tired after all the work and sports. Suddenly felt so light and stressed free. So, everyone. Just do whatever you feel like doing, and release all the emotions within you. You will feel so free and yeah! Its such a good feeling.

Homework is still like hell. Week 4 will b Chem spam week. Like 2 chem lessons one is open book test, the other is lab test on titration. Haix. Then week 4 first lesson nid hand up chem assignment. Then week 5 gt math cct. then week 4 monday gt chinese duzi test. OMGOMGOMG! Die...

Nvm. I noe i poor thing. But everyone also like this de i think. :D so cheer up! <3

7.08.2009Y
5:39 PM

Ok. I read some random blogs and i dont think it is really blogs. It is always the same thing. Like, OMG, i went to school, i meet my frens, we eat chicken rice, the teacher give me zero for maths and i went home eat pasta and i sleep. Nxt day, same thing. I mean, whats the point if you are to say everything fun and not talk more abt anything?!Like this history and english essay cfm gg le. Thank goodness i dont talk abt my boring life cause i noe its boring and RI life is nvr, *note* NVR fun. Its really the same everyday. Really. Haiz. To be continued...

7.07.2009Y
10:13 PM

In this current world, so many weird things happen everyday. Just like today. I was out of the MRT today with my fren then i kicked a 2dollar note. I was like mmm, my lucky day but i did not pick it up. 2 reasons. 1stly, i understand tht the money does not belong to me and i have no urgent need for the money so i shall just let it be there and hope someone who really nids it finds it. 2ndly, it would be nice for someone else to kick it too and think its their lucky day too. Its a chain reaction; it makes ppl happy.
No one in the world is perfect. Even to the Greeks, their gods were fallible. So i do not understand those who call themselves perfectionists. Is it really their life to make things so perfect? So, I wonder if someone puts a dot to their work, will they scream in their face for screwing up their work? Its a question mark here. For me, all it matters is that i put in my best and sometimes, life is just like maths. What you input could be the same and during the calculation process there mite be or mite not be mistakes. So you mite just get what you deserved from the input if nothing happen in between or you mite get some undesired results if some thing went wrong.
Its also the same like Toto. You put in big, you win big; you put in small, you win less. Life is all the same. Its fair yet never fair. To some, simple life is yet much more fulfilling and appealing to them then a luxurious life having to bother with the house, the car and the money and everything. Just live a easy life. Make full and good use of it and it will be best. Cheers.! :)
To the someone, I still wont give up. I swear! :))

7.06.2009Y
4:04 PM

Today is Youth Day. First time in my life that i left so bored. Ok, not bored but stressed out until i dun feel like doing anything. Started out in the morning reading a boring book and then went to study physics. Omg. Its like hell. Shyt. Sucks the bloody life out of me. Went to OMy to look around. Nothing interesting so i went back to youtube, heard a ownage guitar piece and i tok to some ppl on msn. Then im here dk wad to do and writing a blog post.
ok. Let me tok abt something more interesting. Erm. Ok. Wad i have seen in the past 2 days, there is this very interesting question.
Do you want the ability to rewind time or the ability to see the future? Ok, so as to continue, from where i left it tyd. Some ppl say its better to have the ability to rewind time because if u can rewind time then there is no nid to see the future as you can always rewind back in time to choose the right or better option. But some ppl say see the future better cause if can see future then can avoid those wrong path and choose the correct one so why want to rewind time. But kant these freaking idiots see that the 2 are actually the same thing?! I wonder what's wrong with this ppl.
To someone. It is you im out to get. And once i set my target, i will not lose to win your heart. Cheers. ^^

7.01.2009Y
10:58 PM

Ok
. After so long, I finally decided to post something? After so many ppl bugging me like wth, u nvr update your blog one. So i apologise to those ppl who have been visiting and seen the same dota screen for the past one month? or more. Haha. I really want to give up sometimes. But its just to early. Yea, too early, i didn't even try. I give up on everything last time. Im not about to give up again.
If life is like lollipops then b it, and if it gona be like lemons then so b it too. Life is never fair, i concluded. I sat under this very apple tree that sir Issac newton sat(which is most probably NVR true as it is or i believed that he was justing randoming around and watching apples drop when he gt the idea and some ppl crapped up some story on how an apple drop and on his head and blah!). Ok, so back to MY story, i was under this apple tree. I waited so long for an apple to drop but it nvr came. So i concluded life is unfair. Why an apple dropped on Sir Issac Newtons head but it nvr drop on mine? BlehBleh. Unfair~~.
Its 2307 now and im still writing this thing, and just to be random, we all love homework dont we? Its just that doing it is what we hate. Haha. Shyt. I just realized that i gt very high when i see blank paper. It makes me want to doodle. I filled one whole waste paper basket last week with random doodling. then my mum nag at me for wasting paper. No inspirations, how sad. Nothing much worth to draw. Maybe i shud just draw my printer, my scanner or my pen or pencil? But after i finish, it all seems pointless. What m i trying to achieve drawing this? then i emo and crush the paper. I keep telling myself. Dun waste paper. But i CMI, so i shall continue to waste paper. In 10years time, massive deforestation mite b linked to me cause i waste too much white blank paper. I simply kant stand drawing on recycled paper i also dk y...
Maybe cause my fav colour is panda colour and mostly white because i like to be clean?
And OMG! I want a powerBaLL! I really want a powerball. Who want to order with me? Ordering 5 or more get 10% discount then 10 or more is 15%. POWER BALL SOB. Sad my bday over if not i get my parents get me powerball. Nvm, i can w8 till Christmas or maybe i go order after i find out who interested. Ok. for ppl who are clueless abt powerball, It just a ball that grants Sven's God str after u spam it. It does not use battery but instead power on some chim physics stuff that has to do with space training and the NASA. Say wad u swing more get more heavy. Ok, basically, it has the same concept as a the train wrist str torch. U spam press, the kinetic enegry will be converted into electric energy for the thing to get heavier or something...
Yawnz. Damn tired. I dont believe i babbled this long. Anw, shenqin's bro is very pro... So cheers.! have a fun time randoming.! ! ! !